It’s been awhile….. December 9, 2008

I don’t believe in coincidence. You’re thinking about someone and they call you. When you’re upset and you get a text from the one person who will absolutely make you smile. If you’re about to do something supremely stupid or harmful to yourself and others and something gets in your way to stop you. These things do not happen randomly. They happen for a reason. Sometimes we don’t always know what the reasons are, or why. I feel like the interesting/fun/challenging part of life is trying to figure out what those reasons may be, or even who is deciding them. I’ve never been a firmly per-se religious person, but I do believe there is something more in life. There is something that makes us unique, makes us human. My definitions are always changing when it comes to the who, why and how and I don’t think there is anything wrong with that. I am still becoming the person I am meant to be and part of that includes my spiritual development. Some people may be able to live without that in their lives. After all I have been through in mine, I know that that would just be too dark and lonely of a place to have to exist in if I didn’t have that part of me. People, opportunities, and even thoughts come into your life and mind to guide you to where and who you need to be, the tricky part is just making sure you don’t get too lost along the way…….